I hate where i live. I dont like the cold and stay in when its cold usually and am depressed. My nearest town is called pontarddulais. Whichever feeling weighs heavier in your subconscious is what will eventually make your decision for you. I dont know whats wrong with me.
I hate my flaws. Im shy awkward and i come across as rude and insensitive without meaning too. But lets try to devise ways of liking our life just a little bit and then with realizing its value we could try to enjoy it. Which feeling affects you more the hate for the place you live in.
Im 13 and live in an ugly city called victorville it has desert and i hate the heat i love cold way better its dry and theres dirt everywhere i live in a ghetto. And i love where i livel my nearest town is called pontarddulais. Or the desire not to take the pains to move. I am poor so i cant go to college ill just be working a 30 50k a year job the rest of my life.
I edit with adobe premiere leave me alone. Im the butt of all the jokes people make and. Videos are done when they are done. I live in pennsylvania and its cold here 6 months of the year which is just time wasted for me.
I have no ambition in life and no motivation to do anything no goals nothing. For example if we had a parent who couldnt hold a job perhaps we will find ourselves sabotaging our own success. If we had a parent who believed they were unintelligent we may feel this way toward ourselves.